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August 28, 2017

 Lately I’ve been trying to remember the weeks before Eliza went to heaven but it’s hard. If I knew I was going to need to remember I would have taken […]

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July 8, 2017

Lots of things make me cry, but today it was t-shirt’s. After months of planning, working with an amazing graphic designer and print shop our Eliza Hope t-shirt’s are ready!!! […]

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July 2, 2017

When someone loses a child all the attention is obviously focused on the parents, even the grandparents, aunts and uncles… but what about the best friend, the one that is […]

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June 11, 2017

 The fog has lifted, I wasn’t expecting it. No one warned me about this fog. It’s like getting the wind knocked out of me… again. Everything looks different, everything looks […]

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May 18, 2017

The days after Eliza went to heaven I started receiving letters, emails, texts even visits from other mamas that had lost a child. Some had lost teenage children, some had […]

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May 1, 2017

It has taken me little while to write about our trip to Nicaragua. I needed to give myself some time to process it all to make sure that I did it […]

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April 9, 2017

APRIL… for 4 years it has been my favorite month. It was the month that Eliza was born. April 12th 2012, by far MY FAVORITE day… and here we are […]

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March 31, 2017

It’s like she was a dream, the best dream. The kind of dream that makes you want to sleep all day. Her laugh, her smile, her snuggles. Sometimes I feel […]

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February 11, 2017

Dear Eliza, I woke up this morning and just like that it was the 11th.  It’s been 3 months, 3 long months. Your daddy and I miss you more than […]

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January 25, 2017

Will I always feel this way? That’s my question to other bereaved mothers and the answer is always the same. ALWAYS. “The pain changes” they say… I try to wrap […]

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